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[May. 13th, 2012|01:51 am] |
In 5 days time I will be Korea. I am part looking forward to it but partly, I think I'm gonna miss Steph & my family (I know it's only for 10+ days but oh well). I hope we'll have a blast over there :) Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone. |
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[May. 1st, 2012|01:59 am] |
However I didn't think so, maybe I really am drifting. Not by my choice, but by circumstance & maybe, you all feel the same too.
But hope you all know I will wanna try. |
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[Apr. 30th, 2012|01:41 am] |
3 days late but... MY EXAMS ARE OVER!
Time for my 4 month break :) the first few days have been pretty aimless, & I see appointments after appointments slowly filling up my schedule... Sometimes I will get sian because I really like to spend time with my family & having more appointments mean I've less time for them. Let's see how it turns out... & let's hope my goals (I'm still figuring it out) for these holidays will be fulfilled. |
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[Apr. 25th, 2012|02:31 pm] |
Need to be less self-absorbed. Be more understanding of people & the possible difficulties that they might be under.
If you do not want people to be judgmental of you, maybe you yourself should start being judgmental about people.
Remember this ok?
Exams are over in one day! I can't wait! I'm pretty much sick of studying already. |
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[Apr. 1st, 2012|01:24 am] |
Though some mistakes are the biggest you've made in your life, & you try to move on to avert away from them, eventually they come back to haunt you & you can never forget that it happened.
I remember a scene in Spiderman 3 when Aunt May told Peter Parker, "First, you forgive yourself."
It's been nearly a year and a half, but it's still one of my biggest regrets in life.
I do treasure my longest-terms friendships a lot - so many of them bring back memories which make me smile just effortlessly.
But maybe the enigma of the year and a half ago and its aftermath still sticks with me, however much I don't want it to be so.
If I could do things differently last time, & believe me I've thought about it millions, and millions of times... I would. There is the term known to many as "life changing moments"... To me, those were my life changing moments & I'm not sure if I had emerged through that incident the same person as I was before. Seriously I felt as if that since then, I had branched out to become someone quite different...
But that is history, we can't change it. & I still can't completely deal with its effects, yes even til now, and change it to how it were beforehand however much I want it to, yet. Really... Give me, my longest-term friends, give me time, forgive me & please do stick patient with me if I had seemed out-of-sorts...
Cuz I still treasure you guys dearly if it doesn't appear to you guys so |
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[Mar. 29th, 2012|12:46 pm] |
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We are ok! I should not let these two intense periods get to me. I am STRONG! |
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[Mar. 29th, 2012|01:46 am] |
I know you are stressed. Jiayou. Good to hear your cheerful voice despite getting off work at 1am.
I try not to bore you too much with details of my daily life or worse, any problems which I have because there's only so much we can squeeze into our end-of-day half hours conversations. I wish I can be your listening ear for the many work stresses that you have but similarly at the same time, I do not want to bother you with mine.
But yet inside I'm also facing stresses from my academic life. Which is still the current stage which I'm at.
I got two major project presentations next week, hence a series of internal group deadlines over the next few days, as well as my mum's going overseas for a trip this weekend & the family pressure of accommodating my sis's time not at home so that I can accompany my dad, but yet I want to see you because I haven't seen you all week too.
These are indeed when the peak audit period meets the peak group project cum exams period.
Sighs. |
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[Mar. 26th, 2012|02:35 am] |
When two stressed up people face each other, it's a boiler environment for an argument. After all this while, yes the same individual flaws that we have sparked each other off again. Guess what's innate is hard to change huh. Albeit we've had similar disagreements before. I regret the timing of all this. Yea it just sucks. Jia you to the both of us. You've one more week! Pffft. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone. |
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